Paradox

I feel…

Odd.

You ever have those moments when you just feel like telling people how you feel but you neither want or are asking for sympathetic remarks?  Just to say it.  And be heard.  Except you must be wanting attention if you say something like that.

Or when you feel like talking to someone and then five seconds later you don’t?

Or when you really want your friends to notice your existence but then you want to be left alone?  Just a simple recognition that your presence is missed.

Or how you don’t feel like talking or listening but you just the silence to speak volumes but how it’s “awkward” so you fill the spaces in with mindless babble.

Or how your life is seemingly taking leaps and bounds but you just want to take tiptoes and footsteps and somehow, you’re supposed to contain your life and yourself at the same time.

EmptYness.

Words being spoken.

No one listening.

Conversing with the chilly air.

 

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